My Purpose Fell into my Lap

I had been searching for my purpose for a very, very long time. 

I had my eye on a few potentials that I would keep going back to year after year but none of them individually made any sense to me, and I sure didn't know how to blend them all together into one multi-passionate-purposeful thing.

Until I did an Abundance Block Meditation by Christie Marie Sheldon (shout out to my friend Darlene for showing this to me because it absolutely changed my life). Inside the meditation I found a painful memory where my subconscious mind correlated a promise of happiness and abundance to my life then being absolutely ruined (that I had no conscious awareness of but once the meditation was complete it made perfect sense). Within a week I became my own version of a powerhouse creator with little effort, who was pushing out content consistently with a clear vision and message. Creating and posting the content was work sure, but it didn't feel like it, it just felt "right".

I was always confused because I could sing, but I didn't want to be a famous musician or a touring rockstar like my Fiancé (his purpose is absolutely to be a touring drummer in a progressive doom metal band) and I was spiritual but I didn't want to be a guru, I wasn't naturally a Spiritual Teacher or Oracle. I also loved homesteading with my entire soul but I didn't own land or livestock or even a house to get started in, so how was I supposed to be the one leading the homestead revolution? I took an Interior Decorating course back in 2014, but every time I tried to step out into the world as a decorator it didn't quite feel aligned: I didn't want to be promoting brands I think are responsible for a lot of the issues I'm seeing on the planet today (re: Wayfair scandal that I witnessed in REAL TIME that was listed as a conspiracy in under 24 hours with no genuine investigation). I was interested in alternative living and eco-housing but I wasn't about to start my own eco-village.

A few hours after this meditation however, everything started making sense. 

I am here to help midwife New Earth into being. 

I'm here to help folks create a home sanctuary where old homesteading skills are brought into the New Earth in a rhythmic, easy, and sustainable way. I'm here to remind people of the importance of gathering, and how music brings so many beings together even when there is seemingly no other avenue for connection. I'm here to encourage folks to create the same social cultures you see in cities where people gather for music and connection, within the country instead, within nature. I'm here to re-create the village, and teach people the skills that maybe their parents didn't take the time to teach them. I'm here to be a bridge between seemingly opposing things, to create traditions rooted in the cycles of Earth instead of the capitalist machine. And I'm here to raise the frequency of the planet, with you. 

Thank you for being here with me while I do, 

Natasha MacIsaac